Twitter Confusion

Arghh.... twitter is the most confusing thing but follow me? @danniilea7

eurgh....

today i let myself down, i over ate once again why can't i just stop eating... since when i eat it turn to binge eat... then purging which isn't good i hate it! uhh i hate myself for the way my body is why can't i be small and petite rather than this big thing that covers me! I know i can be skinny some day it just takes time but i get bored of waiting for the perfect body which i want now! it maybe selfish, but i hate it when i do really well for a couple of days then one day its all ruined. when i get below 6st if my mum finds out shes sending me to an ED clinic so hopefully i'll hide it.

 I am the victim of my mirror, a slave to my own reflection, magazines fill my addiction, whilst food teases my addiction.

Isabelle Caro

Beautiful

R.I.P

She's was and still amazing for the stregnth she had when everyone thought she was gone, but no she kpt fighting on showing that she was willing to recover and the sheer dertermination she had and the dreams to have a family with children she would have made an amazing mother and wife to some lucky people. I feel for her family and friends that have lost her to a psychological trap, that is hard to escape for anyone but she was half way there by wanting to recover. But again she fell asleep in the arms of Ana (god bless her) I honestly thought she was so happy and looking forward to life that she would have made it, her life was taken over and never given back. But she has made an impact probably not only in my life but everyone elses who cares and suffers. Your will always be beautiful and strong in my eyes ♥

fantastic...

fuck haters, they give me the motivation I need.

New Year?

Well I would like to say Happy New Year to everyone that reads this :)

As they say New Year New You, well I have a new target date, and new goal weight.
16th July - 77lb
Personally I think its a reasonable target and weight since I'm 93lb now, so it's not extreme but its reachable.
New Years Resolutions:
- To get better friends (more outgoing)
- To lose weight
- To do better in some lessons at school.
Hopefully I'll follow them this year since many people make them but then forget after the first so many weeks.
Anyway I don't think there's much to really write, I've been doing pretty well I haven't really been in the mood for eating, but I think I could maybe pick up on the exercise more since i haven't done hardly any for a while.

Take Care x